Life

Life is full of surprises and guises.  Just when you think you are going in a forward direction BAM! along comes something to throw you off your game.  Whether it be a friend who is struggling with outside decisions, your own personal demons, your partners messed up issues, or just everyday life in general.  Once you get going on a road you think that the path is going to finally just be okay for awhile and then it hits you!  Another curve in the road to test your resolve.  How many more do you think you need to endure?  How many more challenges do you need to complete before you earn your stamp of approval?  How many burdens do you need to carry and then deal with and resolve before there have been enough?  How strong does one need to be in order to be considered strong?  Why is it that whenever a difficult situation arises the first thing that is said is "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger!" says who?  I am over the stronger identity, that ship has long since sailed from the port.  I am ready for the cruise that is suppose to be on the horizon.  I am ready for some sit back and relax portion of the entertainment bill.  Really, just sit back for just a little bit and watch the world go by without incident.  No minor emergencies, no major setbacks, no medical issues for myself - family, friends or co-workers, no more.  I am good and ready for some hey that sounds like fun let's do it time. 

When does it begin?  I am pretty good and the positive thinking thing and trust me I have tried and it either has taken a vacation or it just simply is tired and cannot keep up with the daily living demands placed upon it to make thing better.  Is that it positive thinking is tired? 

Enjoy the day,

Lady of the Oak